A Color Of Conscious

by Cellar

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released April 29, 2016

Produced, Composed, Mixed, and Mastered by Cellar
Recorded at The Cellar Recording Studio
Artwork by Richard Hower
Graphics, Font, and Layout by Joshua Pare and Galen Clark

Special thanks to Alex Haley, Bronsen Euard, Natalie Ahearn, Dr. Robert Larson, Samir Moussa, Samir Patell, William Kelly, The Pare Family, The Clark Family, The Altstatt Family, and The Mason Family.

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Track Name: Mother Of The Forest
Vacancy
In your gaze
Complacency
Stands in your place
Fading light
That casts ahead
On the path of what we meant

Lost and wandering
Was never what was planned
To watch you take command
I don’t know what to feel
Ive been wondering
Why I can’t understand
Our divergent plans
This just isn’t real

Absentee
In your space
Memories
Time can’t erase
Sleepless nights
Of words unsaid
On the path of what we meant

Lost and wandering
Was never what was planned
To watch you take command
I don’t know what to feel
Ive been wondering
Why I can’t understand
Our divergent plans
This just isn’t real

Growing withdrawn
It was hard to conceal
And the pain just won’t dissolve
Track Name: All I Ask
I just need some time
To reset and realign
To clear the scattered state of mind
I just need some space
To reset and rearrange
To push just right on through this phase

It’s all I ask
I just want to be free
It’s all I ask
It’s all I ask
The countless times that I plea
Oh it’s all I ask
I just need to let go

Let me clarify a claim
The past holds nothing against my name
My days will seldom be the same
I've sent it all to decay
Lifted the weight that was coursing these veins
Persevered and found my own way

It’s all I ask
I just want to be free
It’s all I ask
It’s all I ask
The countless times that I plea
Oh it’s all I ask
I just need to...

Depart with ill intention at the door
For a change in notion, for something more
No hesitation; I don’t want to refrain
This growing silence is too loud to ignore
Cultivated in the damage unseen
When I'm too appalled to try and intervene
Paralyzed by all the bearings of the past
It's not who I want to be

To depart with ill intention at the door
For a change in notion, to something more
No hesitation; I don’t want to refrain
This growing silence is too loud to ignore
Cultivated in the damage unseen
When I'm too appalled to try and intervene
Paralyzed by all the bearings of the past
It's not who I want to be anymore

Its all I ask
I just want to be free
It’s all I ask
Track Name: Stop(indigo)
Step back, descend the stair
To see I am broken, in need of repair
Your words, they cling to the air
Your words are spoken, I'm quite aware

So I ask
Will you let it through
Or will you pull it apart?
So I ask
Will we embrace on this account
Or carry it out through the dark?
Is this where we start?

Cast one last gaze, one more stone
Upon this glass house we once called our home
Sew one last stitch to be sewn
To these clothes I've long since outgrown

So I ask
Will you let it through
Or will you pull it apart?
So I ask
Will we embrace on this account
Or carry it out through the dark?
Is this where we start?

This is no the one that we recall just months ago
Are they trapped inside or are they gone now
Can you hear us?
Are you listening?

Did you ever stop and think of how the pain would make you feel?
As anxiousness accompanies misjudgment on a steady derail

Yet I feel no remorse
There is no remorse
Track Name: Words In The Way
Can you rationalize
The control once in your life?
Abandoned inhibitions on
The day you gave up the fight?
What once was intact
The life you chose to sign
The terms were left unread
Conditions you thought were benign

It follows closely behind
As it clutches your spine
To guide a path all the way to the end
A push right beyond the line
With all options restrained
Through comfort in cold embrace
Unnoticed within, but so clear right upon your face

It’s crept all the way inside
To take what was yours to decide
It’s crept all the way inside
It’s crept it’s way inside

Now’s the time to end this
Before your time is ended
Continuation will only
Lead you closer to the finish
Long has passed
The experimental phase
There are no excuses to make
They're all words in the way in the way

A constant urge to slip
Every chance to indulge the itch
Its time to grip the facts
Your seams are ripping at every stitch

As the shadow follows closely behind
As it clutches your spine
To guide a path all the way to the end
A push right beyond the line
With all options restrained
Through comfort in cold embrace
Unnoticed within, but so clear right upon your face

It’s crept all the way inside
To take what was yours to decide
It’s crept all the way inside
It’s crept it’s way inside

Now’s the time to end this
Before your time is ended
Continuation will only
Lead you closer to the finish
Long has passed
The experimental phase
There are no excuses to make
They're all words in the way

So close to breaking this lie
Just take the step, we'll make it this time

Now we find the rogue inside
To take the throne on which it resides
Grasp the life that's cast aside
The question still remains
What will you decide?
Track Name: Paradox
It seems to be a truth obtained, acceptance and content
To never know how time will find it's end
Permanence lingers in suspense
Where peace resides in confines of extent

A paradox inevitably tempts the bounds of time
As the past persists the future coincides
Lost with no response from those
Who left us to the great beyond

And so the answer arrives with a parting breath
What was it all meant?

The notes wont decompose into oblivion
After we’re forced to face existence
Accepting the truth in our condition
To long outlive fate is to defy

A paradox inevitably tempts the bounds of time
As the past persists the future coincides
Lost with no response from those
Who left us to the great beyond

They left us to the great beyond